More than a dream

im standin in the middle of the stage
the worse part is over baby just flip the page
one day ill make it with the waynes and the Js
im tired of the horse talk these people and their neighs (nays)
im tryna get back the innocent mind i once had
before it was polluted and clouded with each passing fads
my head is spinnin like the exorcist did
everyone says im irresponsible and just a kid
i just sit back and listen
and i block it out
then i think back and i wonder whats missin
common sense is my new base
i got a different drummer
i remember it like it was yesterday
i fell in love with music that summer
or was it just lust
its funny how life works that way
u start to trust it
then somethin happens in between
i feel like im runnin out of time but im only 15
i felt like i was runnin outta time so i vacationed with my team
the team of just me
i feel as though i can spit hits consistently
r u listining
its ok im used to bein ignored

never got to much attention
i wonder if i died would i finally get some mention
my sister told me that im her favorite rapper
i teared up and started to laugh at her
i couldnt let her know how that made me feel
i bottle my emotions for a reason i hope it doesnt kill
i dont want people to know when im feeling bad
they'd kill me if i ever told them i was sad
i feel like ive been had
i was told i could be anything in elementary
then they do what ever just to break me down
im standing in theyre face and they talk like im not around
i have the same problems but still no answers found
maybe this is nothing more than a dream
chances dont just come around