Uhhhh

i wish i could have it all
but work a little less
i try to handle it all
but i cant carry this stress
let it out, let it out
thats what they all say
but if i tell them now
they wouldnt know me the next day
so i lock it up and throw away the key
the road to success is a tollway
im just tryna come up with the fee
nanny mcphee dreams
they start ugly but they get better
lifes a b*tch
but i think i may stay with her
wheres the pied piper
we need some entertainment
im losin my mind
i guess i couldnt make the payments
im tryna make a statement
but everyone else keeps talkin
my dreams run away, but i keep stalkin
im creepin up
its almost in my grasps
i trip up and flip forward and land face down in the grass

More than a dream

im standin in the middle of the stage
the worse part is over baby just flip the page
one day ill make it with the waynes and the Js
im tired of the horse talk these people and their neighs (nays)
im tryna get back the innocent mind i once had
before it was polluted and clouded with each passing fads
my head is spinnin like the exorcist did
everyone says im irresponsible and just a kid
i just sit back and listen
and i block it out
then i think back and i wonder whats missin
common sense is my new base
i got a different drummer
i remember it like it was yesterday
i fell in love with music that summer
or was it just lust
its funny how life works that way
u start to trust it
then somethin happens in between
i feel like im runnin out of time but im only 15
i felt like i was runnin outta time so i vacationed with my team
the team of just me
i feel as though i can spit hits consistently
r u listining
its ok im used to bein ignored

never got to much attention
i wonder if i died would i finally get some mention
my sister told me that im her favorite rapper
i teared up and started to laugh at her
i couldnt let her know how that made me feel
i bottle my emotions for a reason i hope it doesnt kill
i dont want people to know when im feeling bad
they'd kill me if i ever told them i was sad
i feel like ive been had
i was told i could be anything in elementary
then they do what ever just to break me down
im standing in theyre face and they talk like im not around
i have the same problems but still no answers found
maybe this is nothing more than a dream
chances dont just come around

Not yet

legends are fallin all around me
im scared to let it out
cuz theyll all clown me
well ima write it all
please dont start to doubt me
im hiding in my fears
but now im drowning
uh, i guess never have learned my lesson
ill never tell it all
you gotta keep em guessin
so i bottle it up
unless you ask the questions
i dont hide the feelings
i hide the reaction
were high off life
so now were relaxin
ill never tell it i never will
ill write it down an acquired skill
i might release it later
at the request of the haters
i love all of them more than my fans
they keep me grounded like the deserts sands
worst metaphor wheres the criticism
im waiting on it cuz i no its in them
i love it when they talk about me
it shows that im on their mind
the fame is not what i hope to find
i just wanna make it

less than, backslash, three

i havnt told any1 what i wanna be
only 2 people know just my sister and me
im scared of bein rejected by the people i love
become an outcast like the only black dove
i swear
im balancin the dreams my parents put on me
and the ones that come naturally
they tell me they want a ph.d
but i just want a EP
im tryin my hardest to finally let them know
but when i get enough courage the fear just seems to grow
so i push it back again ill tell them next time
or maybe ill put it in my next rhyme
let them read it for themselves
i hope they understand and this attempt doesnt fail
like the last 1
drake was so far gone
i think im a little too close
he wants to be successful
i just dont wanna be a ghost
patrick swayze flows
put it on my life imma let them know
i promise imma let em know
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Say Something Remix

i am the starter in this rotation
runnin from a nation
of women who want love and instant gratification
my heart is so numb like im in a state of sedation
your always welcome back like the party after graduation
i forgot to call you back and i have no explanation
i got everything we wanted except a congratulation
baby, cat got your tongue or do you need a translation
or is this how you express your overwhelming elation
but i thought i already gave you a little preparation

[chorus]

I told you one day we would make it big
Have the big house and a big yard for the kids
Now I have it all but its not the same without you
I feel so lost in this house full of empty rooms
I think that’s a oxymoron
Pour me a glass before you go on
My heart is lost in the land of the unforgiving
I was spending the right time on the wrong women
Your just standing there and I can tell that your not listening

[Chorus]

on to the next one
move on from the last
my past is full of dry tears and broken glass
what i hear is what makes me mad
and my fears will all make you sad
can rap be abstract
it is art right
or do they fill my heads with lies
til i close my eyes and finally die
i wish it wasnt hard to tell the truth
i wish it wasnt so easy to find the proof
my head is still attached but my mind is above the roof
and somebody tell me that this life wont just poof
i wont disappear like david blaine or go the strip club and make it rain
thunderstorms can trigger the rain but i hope this one doesnt end my fame
i dont have a problem with not seeing my name
im ok as long as the people im close to dont change
i will remain the one they all know and love
but how will we know if no one knows the definition of

damn
i shouldve told u when i had the chance
without her im not even half a man
i wish life was different and i could flip the sands
she had my heart in the palm of her hands
when i lost her i lost it and all of my plans
i pour my feelings out and it slips through my hands
i hope you catch it

[chorus]
I can't breathe,
Without you it's so hard to see,
I'm loving you and hating Me,
I'm in despair, your in the ecstasy.
I'm torn.
Though every step you take,
Embraces, my love for you.
What should I do now?

this life is so dead
my heart is so cold
i wish i wasnt scared and a little more bold
i wish i wasnt leaving
i wish u wernt his
i will leave her in a second
will u do the same
my heart skips a beat when i hear your name
i rap for love and to vent f*ck all the fame
without you i can feel all the shame
ill take all the blame
im a wild animal but with you im the tamest of the tame
heres my heart its ingraved with your name

[chorus]


shout out to shadowleesharp
thanks for the chorus